Update.

I'll keep this brief.

Weight - 123lb
Goal for friday - 120lb

Day #13-15

Fell apart on bonfire night (Friday). Friday wasn't a complete disaster (1400) but that triggered saturdays major binge (>2000~). I am now back up to 123lb. A whole week lost. I have exams this week so I'm going to eat around 1200cals per day because I'd rather get A* in my exams than lose an extra pound. I'll get back into proper restricting next week when nothing particularly important is happening until christmas so I will be able to knuckle down. My goal of 115 by 1st december is pretty much impossible now so here are my new short term goals:

Friday 12th - 120
Mon 21/12 - 115  (-8lb in about 6 weeks)

Today I'm just eating as little as I can get away with (It'll probably be like 1000) and doing hours and hours of homework. Seriously, it's not even midday and I've already done 2/3 hours of homework. Later I'll do about 4 hours of revision.

Hope none of you failed like me :) I'll get round to reading blogs when all this homework is out of the way <3

Day #12 ~ 122.5

That is the kind of thing I want to be able to pull off. Right now I couldn't dream of wearing anything tight on my thighs. That skirt would make me look huge, disgusting, FAT. But next year I will be thin. Thin enough to pull off any fashions, like the Olsen twins. I wish. Lol <3

Roll is safely in the bag hidden under my bed to be taken to a bin outside of my house on friday/saturday. Snack has been taken out of my bag to avoid temptation so I'm only taking fruit to school. At this rate I'm not going to be 120lb by monday, but it is TOM so I'm just gonna keep going and hope it's just water weight.

Food Log:
Breakfast: Coffee (0)
Lunch: Fruit (30)
Dinner: Chicken Curry   (570)
Total: 580

Today I felt exhausted all day and at times quite light headed. I don't see why because I haven't been eating that little. It feels kind of good as long as you don't need to be doing anything. Lol.

Tomorrow is an 800 cal day, here's my plan:
Breakfast: Coffee (0)
Lunch: Snack (150) and fruit (50)
Dinner: ? (600)
Total: 800

Day #11 122lb

Yay! 122lb this morning, I'm hoping to see 120lb by the end of the week :) I have a new goal to be 115 by 1st december. That means losing about 7lb in 3/4 weeks so about 2lb per week. I have excellent motivation for this, Amy's before and after challenge. It seems like a really good idea!

I am supposedly the same height as Shenae Grimes so she is probably a good thinspiration! I've read she has been somewhere between 95 and 105lb. I think she looks slightly bigger in this outfit but I don't know if it's just the leather trousers?

Today is a high calorie day (1000 cal):
Food Log:
Breakfast - Coffee, Bran flakes, squash (100 cal)
Lunch - 1/2 roll (180) cereal bar (80) Fruit (40)
Snack - Flapjack (140 cal)
Dinner - Beans on tost    (450 cal)
Total: 990
Drinks: Tea, Squash, Coffee

Tomorrow is a 600 cal day, so here is my plan:
Breakfast - Coffee (0)
Lunch - Fruit (50)
Dinner -  ?  (550)
Total: 600 cal

Day #10 - 123lb

The scale disappointed me again this morning. It's better than yesterday, but still not what I was hoping for. I really should be revising and doing homework but I just can't be bothered. I better start soon though, exams are in one week. Lol. Today is an 800 cal day. I'm kind of doing like a 2-4-6-8 thing, but higher calories so it goes - 6-8-10-12 instead. God, 1200 actually seems like a lot to me now. That's a good thing I suppose?

Food Log:
Breakfast - Coffee(0)
Lunch - Cereal bar and grapes (200)
Dinner - Spaghetti Bolognese (600)
Drinks - 500ml Tea 200ml Coffee 1000ml water
Total: 800

I got tonnes of work set today. By tonnes, I mean at least 20-30 hours. I do have until the beginning of december to complete it but still, that's not the only work I'll be set and I have loads of exams to revise for. It sucks :( but at least it will give me something to so.
After dinner I just felt awful. My stomach was almost painful, I just felt completely stuffed even though I left about 2/3 of the spaghetti. Shows how huge my parents portion sizes are I suppose. I'm hoping for 122.5 tomorrow, but I won't get too disappointed as I think it's going to be TOM pretty soon which means higher weight. I've decided I'll take measurements every 5lbs, so my next set are at 120lb and I can't wait. I think having set weights to measure at makes me more motivated, it's weird.

Anyway, this was quite a long post for me so I'll stop boring you ladies now. Goodnight everybody, hope you had a successful day :)

<3 Anna (That is my actual name, not a play on anorexic.)

Day 9 ~ 123.5

Not so happy with 123.5lb this morning. I guess yesterday was too good to be true. I think it's because I drank like a litre of squash before I went to bed so I wont have a major freak out. Lol.

Today is a 600 cal day. This means no breakfast, lunch or snacks whatsoever. It's the closest to a fast I can get away with in this house. This morning I crumbled some cereal into a bowl with some milk so that was breakfast taken care of. Then I put my lunch in a carrier bag inside a carrier bag underneath my bed. Friday or saturday I will go for a walk and find a bin to dispose of it. When lunch came I did eat a satsuma and some grapes, but hey, it's fruit how bad could it be? They were only small portions so 50cal max.

I got the results back from my mock exams (GCSEs), A*s in all three sciences. I only just got them, but hey an A*s still an A*. Lol, I'm just really happy about that. Just waiting for my ICT and English results, i'm only expecting Bs so I won't get disappointed when I get my grades. Anyway, these are only coursework so I can make up for it on the written exams.

Food Log:
Breakfast - Black coffee (0cal)
Lunch - Small satsuma and a few grapes (50cal)
Dinner - Sausage, veggies and potato (550cal)
Drinks: Coffee, Squash, Tea (0)

Plan for Tomorrow (800 cal day)
Breakfast - Tea or Coffee (0)
Lunch - Bread roll (200)
Dinner - ? (600)
Drinks - Tea, Coffee, Water

Day #8 - 123lb!

Even though I ate more than I would have liked yesterday I still awoke to find this lovely number on my scale: 8st 11lb (123lb). My goal weight for tomorrow, let's just hope it stays that way or less tomorrow. I watched A Secret Between Friends the other day and it was actually really good. Happy Halloween ladies, minus the candy.

Food Log:
Bran flakes - 200
Coffee (0)
Soup & Bread - 200
Biscuits - 100
Pasta - 500
Drinks - Squash, Tea,
Total - 1000.

I couldn't get out of the pasta, but I did get let off eating the garlic bread so it wasn't a complete fail. Hoping for 122.5lb tomorrow. My goal for next week is 121 lb by sunday.

Day #7 - 124lb

I want to look like them. They even look great in those outfits :(

Food Log:

Weetabix - 100
Soup & Bread - 300
Dinner - 800
Drinks - Black tea, Green tea, water
Total- 1200cal

Yesterday and thursday went okay, but not as good as I'd planned. Having said that, this morning I was 124lb which was my goal for this week, so I'm changing my goal to 123lb for monday/tuesday , it should be possible, I'll keep you updated. Next week I'll have to up my calories on a couple of days as I want to do well in my exams, I need these and I don't want to take any chances. When I say 'up' I mean like 1000-1400 which to a normal person still seems quite low, but to most of you guys it's like bingeing everyday. I feel like I eat too little to be considered normal and too much to fit in here. I'll be eating less while I'm in school but I can't get away with it at home.

Plan for week 1 ~

Plan for next week (1st-8th)

Monday: 600 cal
Breakfast - Tea (0)
Lunch - Fruit (20)
Dinner - ? (580)
Total - 600

Tuesday: 700
Breakfast - Tea/Coffee (0)
Lunch - Fruit,snack (100)
Dinner - ? (600)
Total: 700

Wednesday: 800
Breakfast - Bran flakes (100)
Lunch - Fruit & Snack (100)
Dinner - ? (600)
Total: 800

Thursday: 900
Breakfast - Bran flakes (100)
Lunch - Fruit & Snack (200)
Dinner - ? (600)
Total: 900

Friday: 1000
Breakfast - Bran flakes (100)
Lunch - Fruit & Roll (300)
Dinner - ? (600)
Total : 1000

Saturday: 1100
Breakfast - Bran flakes (100)
Lunch - ? (300)
Dinner - ? (600)
Snack - ? (100)

Sunday: 1200
Breakfast - Bran flakes (100)
Lunch: ? (300)
Dinner:? (600)
Snack : ? (200)
Total: 1200

I'm aiming to be 122lb by Tuesday 8th November

Days 5 & 6

Intake for Yesterday and today:

1200Kcal.

Too much.

Day #4 ~

Down to 125lb this morning! Finally seen a number under 9st!The picture is of Emilie De Ravin. She was in Lost and starred in remember me. I think she's beautiful. Not much to say today, did some painting, went for a short walk.

I've eaten more than I'd like but since it's half term and I'm being watched constantly it's safer to eat so as to not raise suspicions.

I'm getting a new laptop that will hopefully be delivered soon and I can't wait. Shows how much of a nerd I am. LOL.
Thanks to everyone who's commented, I couldn't do it without you! <3




Todays Intake ~

Bran flakes w/ skimmed milk ~ 100Kcal
Bread and Ham  ~ 300
Sausage & Vegetables ~ 500
Ice Cream   ~ 200

Total Kcal: 1100
Exercise : -100
NET calories - 1000

Plan for Tomorrow:

8:00 - Get up and have breakfast
8:30 - Sit ups.
8:45 - Shower and dry hair
9:15  -Get dressed/make up
9:45 - Do Homework
11:00 - Go out
14:00 - Come home (Hopefully having avoided lunch)
14:30 - Chemistry Revision
15:00 - Chemistry Test
16:00 - Go for a walk/run (Burn 400 calories)
18:00 onwards - free time

My Other Blog

Hello to anyone reading this :)

I've created a second blog which is about fashion in general and my personal style. Check it out!

Dreaming Of Fashion

Day 3 ~

I weighed myself this morning and I was 126lb. This means I need to lose 1-2lb in 5 days which is not unreasonable. I want to be under 9st (I have never had to say that before!) by monday. This week I'm planning to walk for at least 5 hours and complete the first week of the sit up challenge thing. I had my braced changed(Got light blue), which is always good. The 3-5 days after having my brace changed are always good as I can get away with eating less because I say it's too painful. This will definitely help me to get under 9st. The only exercise I've done today is the sit up challenge thing as it's been pouring with rain all day.











Todays Intake:

20g Bran flakes with skimmed milk - 100Kcal
Soup and bread                             - 300Kcal
Lime Curry                                    - 600Kcal
Total intake - 1000Kcal
Exercise      - 50Kcal
NET- 950Kcal

It's more of a NET total than I'd like, but at least it's under 1000.

Day #2

Todays Intake:

Breakfast ~
22g bran flakes with skimmed milk - 100Kcal

Lunch  ~
Soup ~ 120Kcal
Bread - 180Kcal

Dinner ~
Sweet and sour chicken with rice - 500
Yoghurt - 70

Total intake ~ 1000Kcal
Exercise ~ Walking for 2 hours ( 400Kcal)
NET Kcal ~ 600Kcal

I'm actually ok with that. What I did eat was fairly healthy, and I only ate while my mum was watching so I didn't waste any calories.

Love you all xoxoxox

To do list ~

• Physics Homework
• Art Homework
• RE Homework
• Chemistry Revision
• Biology Revision
• Physics Revision
• Maths Revision
• Walk

Day #1.

I woke up to a pleasant surprise from the scale this morning. I haven't weighed for a week and I was expecting around 130lb but I was greeted by 127lb (57.7kg).

Todays Intake:

Breakfast.
25g Bran flakes with 50ml Skimmed milk - 50+85    (135 kcal)

Lunch.
Soup - 126kcal
Bread - 70kcal (196Kcal)

Dinner.
Potato, Chicken & Peas - 600Kcal
Ice Cream - 200Kcal

Total Intake - 1131Kcal
Exercise - 0188
Net Kcal - 943Kcal

I shouldn't have eaten that Ice Cream but other than that it was an okay day.

Taylor Momsen Thinspo

The Before Photo

24th October 2010 - 127lb

34-38-40

The Before Photo.

Gross. These Jeans were loose 6 months ago and now my fat is spilling over the sides.

Something must be done about this.

I will post a photo for every 5-10lb I lose. This photo will serve as reverse thinspiration.

This was me at 118lb:

My Plan/Rules ~

No school this week. This means that I will have to eat with my parents watching me so I won't be able to get away with as little as I'd like. Anyway, here's my plan for this week:


Start Weight: 127

Plan:

• No more than 1200 Kcal per day
• Drink 2litres of water every day

Goal Weight: 125

I'll post my plan for the next few months soon. That's when I can really get into it.

My Stats. Disgusting.

Highest/Current:
Height: 5"3
34-28-40
130lb
UK 10/12
US 6/8
Lower waist - 34"
Thigh - 23"

Lowest

32-25-36
108lb
UK 8
US 4

Goals:

GW1 - 120
GW2 - 115
GW3 - 110
GW4 - 105
UGW - 100

32-23-34

UK 4/6
US 0-2

Hello My Virtual World.

Hello to anyone reading.

I've finally decided to take charge of my appearance. I'm sick of being somewhere in the middle, definitely not skinny but  not quite fat either. I don't want to fit in. I want to look different, act different and not sink into the background.

I love fashion. I love the eccentric, weird, risky pieces. However, to pull this off you need to be thin. Skinny is the ideal. It's everyone's dream whether they would admit it or not. Every girl wants to be skinny and stylish.

So, here's what I'm going to do about it. I am going to eat less. It's easy to comprehend but somehow I can never seem to actually do it. I'll post some more information like stats and goals in my next post.I'm hoping that writing this blog and reading other peoples will force me to stick to it this time. I'd appreciate any comments or tips you can offer, feel free to comment or email me about whatever.

Anna </3
Anna.Riot@yahoo.co.uk